Showing posts with label Fitting In. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Fitting In. Show all posts

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

Just Fitting In.... Empowerment: It's a good Thing ..

Just fitting In 
This is the first time I can think of in my whole life that is actually stress-free.  And it isn't because everything in my life is just perfect - rather, it's the knowledge that neither it nor I have to be.

I feel like I finally am fitting-in in the world.  There was always this place for me - and now I've learned to easily slide right into it.

Gosh.  Is this the way I could have felt my whole life had I only learned how to live 50 years ago?

All the extra room I have in my brain for incoming activity - and the extra energy I have to give to others and myself is just astounding.  Is this what happens when we empty our minds, bodies, and souls of negativity??  I mean, I didn't expect all of this - I only expected to feel better and become a better person, wife, mother, and person of the community.  But I found it all comes with so much more.

The first thing I felt was FREE.  Then the energy set in - along with the conscious deep breaths of appreciation.  I have been so thankful ever since.   I guess that will never go away.

Then, I began to see myself from a different angle - in a different light.  Maybe I was then seeing myself for the first time as others do and always have.  Awareness.  That's what came next and just resonates now.

Just fitting in... is more than it sounds like - it's about becoming comfortable with who you are - fitting-in with yourself first.  Empowerment.  That's what was lacking all my life.  And that's what this is giving me now.  Empowerment.  It's a good thing.