I had a Dream - The NM Died......

Who could Destroy such Innocence

OMG I had a dream that the NM died.  Some authories came to the door and would only tell me the information.  I was like. "Peggy Wheeler died... Right?"  I waved them the back of my hand and turned to close the front door of the house and walk away.

I didn't care one way or the other.  A brief thought of how the gates of hell must be shaking in anticipation of her expected arrival sailed through my mind.  But then I felt a little bad for the quick flash of "Bitch. So there" aura that the thought had created.

No contact from any NM family members - just outside authorities.  I was thinking what the hell - did someone finally kill the bitch???  Then, I put it all away and left that dream where it was and started dreaming of something else.

I would say that it's pretty cool that even in my dreams, I'm reacting better and quicker over things involving the NM.  And best of all, I am able to put them away - or close the book on them, so to speak.

Someone reading this post who isn't familiar with me and the NM would think that this is terrible, but really, it's okay.  To finally put her and all of her cruel and damaging (continued) deeds where they belong - even in my dreams -  is just beyond.

For my own health I had to learn to do this, as sad and cruel as it seems - it isn't.

Lean on me and I Promise to Protect your Heart